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Future Thoughts

by Tortuga Shades

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The song is basically about how we self sabotage ourselves when we don’t live in the present. I’m singing about wanting to change my bad habits to get better but my anxiety and constant focus on the future keeps me stuck in my bad ways. And I’m just hoping I will chaaaaange eventually haha - Nadia

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It’s the third time this week
That I get tangled up in the sheets
I can’t get up
Their arms are wrapped around my legs
I keep telling myself
That I’ll be great
But my parents
Called again and I’ve got
Nothing to show for myself

I know deep down what I want
But I’m a zombie
And I can’t look past the haze I put in my way
And I’m trying to leave the past behind
But I haven’t successfully wrapped that around my mind
It’s got me going insane

And these future thoughts
Causing chaos around me
Future thoughts
Ecstasy mixed with anxiety
I tell myself
I won’t get tangled again
These future thoughts
Might finally get me to
Change (4X)

It’s a pretty day outside
I think I’ll go out for a ride
But the traffic out my window
Stops me in my tracks
And if I wanna change the world
I should focus on me instead
Not get triggered
By all the flawless words
Coming from my firndds

And I’ll get shit done in one night
As long as the vibe is right
And if not
I’m feeling lost again
And I’m trying my best to get by
And why aim low when you’re feeling high
I’ve got habits I need to mend

And these future thoughts
Causing chaos around me
Future thoughts
Ecstasy mixed with anxiety
I tell myself
I won’t get tangled again
These future thoughts
Might finally get me to
And these future thoughts

Causing chaos around me
Future thoughts
Ecstasy mixed with anxiety
I tell myself
I won’t get tangled again
These future thoughts
Might finally get me to

Change

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released August 16, 2018
Recording/Mixing - Jack Cox
Mastering - KVYN Music

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